Sunday, April 16, 2006

GRRRRR!!!!!!

GRRRR!!!!! Do you ever just have one of those days?? One of those days were up is really down, brown is really blue, and your shirts on backwards? Yea, I had one of those days today. It wasn't a bad day, it was just really frustrating. I feel like i'm babysitting everybody at work. I shouldn't be babysitting people at work, but that is what it is turning out to be. I"m a restaurant manager and the night shift is full of people who are still in high school. They just want to get out and go party. They aren't concerned about making money, paying bills, or being responsible, which is what makes being there manager so frustrating! I think sometimes of how different our lives are, yet how close they could have been. Had I not surrendered my life to the Lord I probably would have been worse off than them. One of my friends and I were looking on the internet last night and we were looking up criminal records of our old friends. (ok i know, weird, but we didn't have anything else to do.) More than half of the friends we looked up had criminal records. I mean, some were as bad as kidnapping, robbing a conveynance store, intent to kill...and these are people I hung out with! I mean, good friends, played sports with, took classes with. It's weird to think of what I could have turned out like. Thank God!! :) So i guess i should just be patient with them, not let it get to my head, try to take a deep breathe and know that I really don't need to worry about them. *sigh*